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Do you go out of your way to appear happy or positive?

Posted on Dec 2nd, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for December 02, 2009:

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No but many people wish I would some times... Happiness and an attitude of positive being are an inside job. 
If I find myself not in an attitude of happiness and positive behavior I try to find a way to become that, through positive thought, breath. If the attitude doesn't change, I have to change my Being, mind, body, place...

I am Love, Jeff
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The self of Self

Posted on Nov 30th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
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It seems I am called to write here and explain why I have not written much in the past few weeks maybe even months... 
Part of me finds this futile, does it serve a purpose other then the hear myself speak, seeing my words in black and white or does it in any way influence or set an example to others, good or bad? 

I thought I blogged to create conversation/discussion about things I am interested in, maybe I don't maybe I just frigging boring? 

Last week I wanted to blame all of you, it was all your fault... ego was jumping up and down all over the place and I wanted to place blame on others... I was needy and wanting or ego was. To separate the two sometimes is difficult, egoic self and the self self that I am... 

A few weeks back I restarted my practice of reading "spiritual" material and free flow journalling, I have done this for years, now it is a bit more conscious, more intentional. The material I have chosen is A Course In Miracles, from the beginning... I have read parts of the course and attending meetings throughout the past few years off and on. Yet to sit in this space with intention, lighting candles, calling on Higher Power, connecting the Reiki energy is very moving as well as powerful... 
The beginning lessons set the ground work for what ACIM calls wrong or right mindedness, learning the difference of belief, knowing, perception from our ego thinking to the mind of spirit. 
I do have some difficulty call on "Jesus" to act as a meditator when I have already had "Conversations with God" and in the material I truly heard the voice of God/Goddess speaking to the Higher Self. The process of ACIM is once again ripping off the band-aid of comfort, poking into the wounds, pushing me deeper in the darkness of my ego and its self protection to see and experience is unreality... 
I once knew all of this, I once walk and talked in the name of spirit, or at least I thought I did. Know I am beginning to wonder if I had? 

Maybe this is just an new level of awakening, and my dark night of the soul is about to blast light from its Beingness! 
I have wallowed in my self pity, my lack of trust, my fear of love maybe way too long, I have been doing the push me pull me dance, the running up to the edge and running back again... 
I so believe I need all of the acceptance, encouragement, and support, or ego does, so when my blogs go un-responded to, my GV not replied to, ego goes see, no one cares, why do you bother? 
Yet for spirit and of service, I can write, and I can speak, I can share with out care for self, if spirit is filled with the joy of itself, its purpose is to shine its light. It has nothing to do with little i. It has to do with our ONE ness, our wholeness... 


  
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If you could go back to school, what would you study?

Posted on Nov 22nd, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for November 22, 2009:

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I had gone back to school a few years back and have just recently taken a break. I am seeking my BA Degree in Psychology... Yet what I am seeking is degree in Evolutionary studies or something more all inclusive... 

Life is school as someone else wrote, everyday we have the opportunity to re-discovery who we really are through the relationships we have with the world around us... 

I am Love, Jeff
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2012: The Energetic Countdown is Happening Now!!!

Posted on Nov 9th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff

 

2012: The Energetic Countdown 
is Happening Now

BY JAMES REDFIELD

Many of you have heard me mention, in the Global Prayer Project sessions, the name of Carl Johan Calleman. In my opinion, he is the Mayan Calender expert with the most accurate information about the Calendar's predictions. He says three things I believe each of us must ACT ON NOW. One, the predictions have nothing to do with the end of human existence; this is Hollywood hype. The predictions are about helping us move into a higher spiritual consciousness. Two, the energies predicted by the Mayans are coming in already, and they peak, not on December 21, 2012, but on October 28, 2011. And Three, the energies are accelerating, with a pulse hitting us now, beginning NOVEMBER 8, 2009.


Calleman Article: 
www.calleman.com/content/articles/nov8_sixth_night.htm


Calleman further clarifies the heart of the Mayans' message for us: the energies of spiritual evolution have been coming into humanity since the Big Bang, pushing human consciousness first into the cellular through biological levels, next the Tribal through the Planetary levels, and then into the current Galactic Consciousness -- a total of Eight levels up to this point. The new phase beginning on the 8th is called the Sixth Night of the Galactic level, and lasts through November 2, 2010.This is one of the last steps before we move into the Ninth and final level, Universal Consciousness, which will begin to occur in 2011.

As you know, we have been describing this same evolving consciousness, and how it feels, in the CELESTINE PROPHECY SERIES OF BOOKS. And my upcoming book, THE 12TH INSIGHT, is about what we are already beginning to feel and do to fully integrate this heightened consciousness. In light of this, I believe we are being called immediately to deal with this impending Sixth Night surge! The world financial crisis occurred during the previous, Fifth Night period, which began on November 18, 2007, coinciding exactly with the beginning of the financial crisis. (See Calleman's Chart in his article.) The following Sixth Day, beginning November 12, 2008, was marked by the enthusiasms of the Obama Election in the US and later signs of economic recovery around the world. However, Night Periods are always times of pause, and reflections, to envision what we want and to adjust to what is real. So the coming Night Period seems likely to bring more challenges and revelations, increasing around July of next summer. Calleman believes the Dollar may collapse and all governments may go bankrupt. It could also be more moderate and manifest more internally. In any case, I believe the severity for each of us as individuals, depends on HOW WE HANDLE IT SPIRITUALLY.

The Day Period ending November 7 has been marked by political manipulation, blame, and unbelievable lying on all sides, and a tendency by business to go right back to "business as usual." However, as our consciousness has risen, we have developed an increased sense of truthfulness, and we are totally turned off by all this. We can now more readily tell when someone is out of integrity, we react, and this creates a more immediate karma for those people. (The approval rating for the US Congress is now just 26 percent.) On November 8, the surge of the new night period will flow into us, and I believe we will be called in this period to see the synchronicity of this rash of inauthenticity in political circles as a message for our lives. Hence, I think we will begin cleansing our individual selves of all that is out of integrity. That means telling nothing but the complete truth as we know it to others, and acting always in other people's best interest. (Remember, they already know whether we are or not.) And that alone will bring about a movement toward enlightened capitalism and a more civil society. On the other hand, if we fight the tide, karma will increase.

Another action I believe we are being called to take is to prepare for disruption. Have food stored. Have a plan for going somewhere with a generator if the lights and phones go out for an extended length of time. Watch for currency problems, and take appropriate action. And please don't fall for the fuzzy idea that preparing is sending out a negative expectation and attracting the worst. As Calleman points out, the divine force pushing us along is doing so whether we like it or not. Carry an expectation and prayer for a positive outcome, even while you use your intuition to help you make the right choices. Premonitions and inner guidances are there for a purpose as we evolve toward a more ethical and spiritual world.

As many are already pointing out, the next rising economy is being built on a new value: TRUST. Can we trust the actions and honor of the person we are networking with? Are a person's actions as good as his/her word? With this new sensory power, and better Karma, we are bringing forward the best of our history and tradition. As in all integrations, this one can be proven to oneself. Just try it and you'll feel the full energy of this phase of spiritual evolution: an ethical shift in how we relate to each other -- a shift the Mayans somehow knew was coming.

 
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What role does spirituality play in your life?

Posted on Nov 6th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for November 06, 2009:

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Spirituality does not "play" a role in my life, Spirituality is My Life... It informs me of who I am and who I am not, it enlightens the "work" I do and do not do. Spirituality is the way of life, a life full of wondrous moments, to share, to heal, to laugh, to cry, to teach, to enchant, to grow, to Love, to Love Who you truly Are! 
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Practice your practice

Posted on Oct 26th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
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I the past few days I have sought to resurrect, illuminate, re-create a spiritual practice, my spiritual practice, a practice that is not only moments of alone time but alone time that moves my ego from forefront to willing partner to experience the world from Love rather then one from fear, mistrust, doubt... Ignoring the world does not make it go way, living in the world by being more conscious more aware, more loving. 
I have read many books, I have journaled until my hands cramped, and the words became blurred on the page. I have sat in circle, I have sat in sweat lodges, I have experience breath work, Tarot Readings, I am Reiki Master,  I have drummed and journeyed with Shaman's and heaven knows what else... 
I can talk, the talk with some sense of knowing, I can suggest, offer advise, guide, yet my soul/spirit says something is missing, the walk, the journey, the experience even with the opportunities that I have for moving beyond self, the marriage of ego and spirit still struggles, still has its days, weeks, months, that it seems to struggle. Seems to cause doubt about who I am and what I am doing or not doing... 

Greet the morning with gratitude, rain or shine, cold or hot, be grateful you work up another day. Get down on the floor with my dogs and hug them and be greeted with love so unconditional your heart melts. Take your walk, the first one of the day, smelling the air, feeling the temp, smile at the people you meet, laugh at the squirrels that scurry about... Notice, notice, and say thank you. 

Be social, keep the appointments, go to the heart circles people are having, to the events in the community, meet new people, learn new things....

I started this with something else in mind but this is where it has taken me this morning... 

Practice your practice, make it a living experience of who you are... 

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Is This Who We Are ?

Posted on Oct 26th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
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Is This Who We Are? (Part 1)
 
The time has come for you to have more courage than any war has ever called upon you for, than any hardship has ever demanded, than even suffering has ever required. The time has come for you to confront yourself at the level of belief. The reason this will require so much courage is that your beliefs form the basis of who you think you are.

You must challenge yourself.

You must challenge your society.

You must challenge your world.

The New Revelations
Neale Donald Walsch
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How do you define power?

Posted on Oct 24th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for October 24, 2009:

This is how I define "power"  

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What confuses you?

Posted on Oct 15th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for October 14, 2009:

Yeah all this Blog Action day stuff... connecting, linking, writing, connecting... I had to have four windows open, move from one to the other getting the darn thing together and still not sure that I did....   Blog Action Day 2009  

I am Love, Jeff
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Every Day Environment Blog Action Day 2009

Posted on Oct 14th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
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I have been photographing nature for the past five years or longer... I continue to take my camera on almost every walk I take with my two Golden Retrievers "Muffin" and Riley".  These walks are not just walks they become adventures, a hunting, gathering experience in which my spirit and my camera capture the wonder and beauty in the everyday... 

At the moment I live in a tiny suburban town, there is a bit of wooded area that has been there for years, I grew up in it in many ways. It has been transformed by progress, yet still clings to wildness. Broken bent, twisted trees, wild flowers, reeds, mushrooms, fungi, there is a family of Red Tail Hawks, a falcon that comes through, to disturb the peace of the other birds, robins, redwing black birds, chick a dees, and many that I don't see but here, traveling around... 

On the ground I have been greeted by box turtles small and large, garden snakes, fogs. dragon flies, and the cicadia whirling about like a ballet in the air... 

Do I get to take photos of all these, not always, but I know they are there, that they have allowed me into their space.... 

 

I recently created two photographic calendar's, http://www.redbubble.com/people/jeffstroud,  in honor of the beautiful gifts that are there for us to take pleasure in, to allow us to breath, to live among the ever changing challenge of climate, pollution, noise and trash. 

My intention with the photography that I have the honor to shoot, is to allow nature and creation to speak on its own behalf. 

Not only are the hills alive with the sound of music, so is your neighborhood, your parks, your back yard... 

This is my gift I offer back to the gifts that I am grateful to share with all living creatures.... 

  Blog Action Day 2009  

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