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Who would you really like to get to know?

Posted on Jul 2nd, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for July 02, 2009:

At first I said myself... to myself... and then I heard a deep inner voice say... My Father...

My Father died at 50 years old, I was 26/27 years old, I am not 56... He was not around much because he work shift work so there where weeks we did not see him... Of course he got four weeks vacation... which we all would travel the country in our van, camping, sight seeing... visiting far away relatives... 
I was to young and to unaware of who my father was or may have been at that time... 

I am Love, Jeff
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Where do you feel most free?

Posted on Jul 1st, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for July 01, 2009:

Behind my camera... observing the world through the lens and photography... 

While offering and or exchanging energy doing a Reiki energy session. 


While drumming in sacred circle, 

While journeying within a sacred circle.

While in meditation, letting go of all outside sources of information... 

I can be free anywhere at anytime if I allow ego to walk beside me to share in the dance of awareness and awaking but not to push and shove... Allowing Essence to shine and Be, than I am free....
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Energy Healing Circle

Posted on Jun 23rd, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
Part of my self-awareness process has been to connect, with healer's, artist, creative beings in a more powerful experience... I did that last night. With a group of people I met on Meetup.com. The original group was and is more of a discussion group of books, modalities, etc... This group has now expanded to a second night a week to a healing circle, offering energy healing to select members, as well as, in time, Tarot Reading, study of Crystals, chanting, etc...

To cause myself to go, in an earth friendly manner, I offer to share ride or to drive others... because I know myself well enough, if I have made a commitment or have created some type of responsibility for myself I am must more likely to attend... 
Some one responded to my message, and so the connection was made... 

Yet what I want to write about more than anything is the enhancement of my energy today, the illumination of the world around me today... I am setting here and I am heating up, and it has get to get hot... There is a part of me that is exhausted too. 
So to honor that healing energy, the enlivened energy I will move away for the computer today, be outside, take my camera into the world... or just sit in the grass, maybe even do some work in the garden... 

I will write more about the process or experience of the circle later today or tomorrow... now the words are useless, and stuck some where. 

Besides the heightened sense of heat, there is a denseness in my Solar Plexus, an illumination of light around things, ( oh it could be the Sun which we have not really seen in days)... I feel the need to get wet, to shower, to cleanse... hmmm...


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What keeps you from being present?

Posted on Jun 19th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 19, 2009:

This is another one of those questions, that simply has as many answers as it has questions...

What keeps me from being present, is my ego, yes of course I blame those out there, the day, the noise, the traffic, the ever multi-tasking mind set of the world... 

What keeps me Present is answering these questions... 

The only thing that keeps one from being present is yourself... 


I am Love, Jeff
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What does freedom mean to you?

Posted on Jun 18th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 18, 2009:

Freedom is not something that can be given it is something that you are! 


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What belief would you like to give up?

Posted on Jun 17th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 17, 2009:

I would give up my belief in belief... 

Creating consciousness within myself, my mind, my heart, expanding my soul through experiences of spiritual evolution allows me to let go of all the old pattens of belief's given to me by church, school, society, culture, etc, to co-create ever changing belief in myself and the world around me... 

Question is what are your beliefs and are they yours, and when you experience something different are you able to move beyond those, to understand, accept, and let go? Evolution is a tricky, painful experience... 



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continued awareness II

Posted on Jun 12th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
It seems in the past few days my life has come to a screeching halt!!!! Bam! No particular reason... self sabotage, procrastination, laziness? yes, no, maybe? It seems after I experience the crowds of people, talking, interacting, I have to regroup, pull back, sit with what the experience was and was not? Also gathering energy for the next venture out into the "real" world of over stimulation. 

I have been on my laptop, making new friends, connecting with old, challenging my mind. I have been assisting my friend with her life challenges, I have been reading, spiritual material, I have been photography, viewing those, sharing those, I have been gardening, a little bit... 

I did not get to view the studio space I blog about a few days ago but hopefully today, the reason is I was trying to save gas and do one trip... so that vision is still on... 

What is this all about, this blog is all about telling on myself, reporting into you all, that this is life, my life... its not big, its not all that important, it is amazing at times, it seem boring at times... but is it. 

On Tuesday June 9th 2009 I celebrating 20 years sober, the path has been wandering and wondering... another blog about that... but I would not be here today if I had not been brought down by the addictions, I would not be here today if I had not sought to put down the addictions and become aware of who I am within myself... 

I am Love, Jeff
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Friday Five Stars.

Posted on Jun 12th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
1) Do you wish on shooting stars?
I do when I see them, now living in suburbs not easy to do...

2) Would you like to travel to outer space?
I think I would rather travel to inner space, with a deeper awareness of where I have been..

3) Do you like astrology?
I do like astrology, it has taken me awhile to get the idea of it, somedays it is a good base of consciousness for the day.

4) If you could name a new planet, what would you call it?
Hmm? Loveolisous 


5) Do you enjoy star-gazing? 
What wondrous experience to stand beneath a black velvet sky draped in Diamonds... 
 
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What new ideas are bubbling in you these days?

Posted on Jun 9th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 09, 2009:

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Hey this just happened moments ago, someone on a community list Radical Faeries is seeking some one to rent studio space for $175.00 a month, plus utilities... and I responded that I was interested... In my head I heard myself say "did you just do that"? Before the message was cold Matt was calling me, connecting to see if we could get together, show me the space, etc... 
I was like Wow! 
So what is bubbling up for me, must be to take my photography to a new level... space to work, studio shoots, creating framing... be in creative energy! Far out dude! 
I am going to go check it out in few hours... no commitments yet but... who knows...

I am Love, Jeff
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What places of the world are sacred to you?

Posted on Jun 8th, 2009 by Jeff : messenger Jeff
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 08, 2009:

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Yes I realize that there are energy pocket in many different area of the world, and that we create sacred space during rituals, circles, meditations, retreat, fire ceremonies, sweat lodge, erotic/tantra sessions, yet all area of the world are sacred! All areas of the world and the world is sacred within itself when we bring our consciousness to it, when we experience the sacredness in all events in our lives, our homes, our cars, our relationships, our money, or lack of money, or abundance or our seemingly lack of abundance.... 

What places of the world are sacred to me? All places of the world are sacred to me... for each every place is co-create from the mind of God/Goddess/Source for us to experience who we are... 
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