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November 2009 
continued awareness II
Posted on Jun 12th, 2009
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Jeff
Jeff
It seems in the past few days my life has come to a screeching halt!!!! Bam! No particular reason... self sabotage, procrastination, laziness? yes, no, maybe? It seems after I experience the crowds of people, talking, interacting, I have to regroup, pull back, sit with what the experience was and was not? Also gathering energy for the next venture out into the "real" world of over stimulation.
I have been on my laptop, making new friends, connecting with old, challenging my mind. I have been assisting my friend with her life challenges, I have been reading, spiritual material, I have been photography, viewing those, sharing those, I have been gardening, a little bit...
I did not get to view the studio space I blog about a few days ago but hopefully today, the reason is I was trying to save gas and do one trip... so that vision is still on...
What is this all about, this blog is all about telling on myself, reporting into you all, that this is life, my life... its not big, its not all that important, it is amazing at times, it seem boring at times... but is it.
On Tuesday June 9th 2009 I celebrating 20 years sober, the path has been wandering and wondering... another blog about that... but I would not be here today if I had not been brought down by the addictions, I would not be here today if I had not sought to put down the addictions and become aware of who I am within myself...
I am Love, Jeff
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Well, for no particular reason, I think a spanking is in order (for telling on yourself)! ;-D Just kiddin' .
Congratulations on 20 years of sobriety. That is a great accomplishment.
I hear in this blog that you are talking about your life “as it is” which makes it so real for me, Jeff. No pretense! Sometimes up and sometimes down, sometimes “amazing” and sometimes “boring.” And this is just how life is, and you have recognized it. Ding! Ding! Now … about that spanking?!?! tehetehetehe ;-D
I think I did enough “spanking” of myself for “not” telling on myself for much too long.
Hey, Thank you! It is very powerful to think on and to contemplate the past journey but even more powerful as well a enlightening to be in the moment of Now. Knowing what I know, understand where I have been and envisioning a future beyond my wildest dreams!
I was blessed with a 20 year Coin from a friend who was called to share it with me because it had a history… So the energy of this coin, If I choose to give it “meaning” is very powerful!
Thank you for reading and responding to this post!
I am Love, Jeff